I'm losing it!

I don't know, specifically, what IT is.

But.

I know some part of me is falling back while new parts take over.

I just have to remember to follow my heart and stay true.

There are now girls like my 'usual' self who are mocking who I am now (I just know it), just like I mocked the girls who I now resemble.

I lead a double life and everyone knows it. I know it.

I guess its possible to incorporate all of me into one super-fun person, but its.... difficult.